PpphheewwW~~~finally finished my final exam and so my campus life..
It must was a happy matter but am i?
am i feel happy and relax for this...maybe yes..but not yet...
once back to home...i thought i can have some rest as well i can since before that i just exhausted
from the 48-hours unsleep-day...what the exhausted and that was really killing me...
bbutt....WHO KNOWS...wth...the stupid silly things always come torture me...
YOU~~~AGAIN...can you once leave my life then do not turning back??
can you just don't once i feel i am freedom-ing then you come back to my life and torture me?
am i owe you?omg...what the fxxking feeling make me wanna end up everything...
MR.X...if you wanna someone to trust you as well..please do something that make others feel
comfortable and trust you without hesitation...but are you??
doing something bad still wanna blame on others...
Not i silly don't know what you have did but just i don't want exposed it...what for to make each
other so embarrassed...have you think of it??but you just keep selfish...painful i am...
well...forget about this...here come my trip problem...
this really killing me even now...
i admitted i was doing wrong decision since make sure everyone can be going to this trip...
but i not going to say someone bad...this all my fault...my weak problem management skill...
i should clearly know their personality but cause of final exam i can't even think more other
things than final exam...but why you just cant understand my situation and just angry at me...
what the feeling i should have?blame all to myself...had my bad days since saturday till now...
the non-stopping crying days...
GOD~~are you hearing me??why always bad things come toward me??
why i can advise others think positive but i can't?
why i can't just have a normal even boring life...i rather this kind of life...
peacefully....
just let me rest well please...
i really tired...
It must was a happy matter but am i?
am i feel happy and relax for this...maybe yes..but not yet...
once back to home...i thought i can have some rest as well i can since before that i just exhausted
from the 48-hours unsleep-day...what the exhausted and that was really killing me...
bbutt....WHO KNOWS...wth...the stupid silly things always come torture me...
YOU~~~AGAIN...can you once leave my life then do not turning back??
can you just don't once i feel i am freedom-ing then you come back to my life and torture me?
am i owe you?omg...what the fxxking feeling make me wanna end up everything...
MR.X...if you wanna someone to trust you as well..please do something that make others feel
comfortable and trust you without hesitation...but are you??
doing something bad still wanna blame on others...
Not i silly don't know what you have did but just i don't want exposed it...what for to make each
other so embarrassed...have you think of it??but you just keep selfish...painful i am...
well...forget about this...here come my trip problem...
this really killing me even now...
i admitted i was doing wrong decision since make sure everyone can be going to this trip...
but i not going to say someone bad...this all my fault...my weak problem management skill...
i should clearly know their personality but cause of final exam i can't even think more other
things than final exam...but why you just cant understand my situation and just angry at me...
what the feeling i should have?blame all to myself...had my bad days since saturday till now...
the non-stopping crying days...
GOD~~are you hearing me??why always bad things come toward me??
why i can advise others think positive but i can't?
why i can't just have a normal even boring life...i rather this kind of life...
peacefully....
just let me rest well please...
i really tired...
