真的有奇迹吗。。。

一眨眼。。。三年就过去了。。。
三年来。。。我们之间所发生的事情。。。多得数不尽。。。
心痛-回心转意-心酸-心痛-心灰至心死。。。真的累了。。。
但为何我永远忘不了。。。那锥心之痛。。。
三年来都有个愿望。。。一直来都不曾实现。。。
一直希望奇迹会出现。。。但我知道。。。奇迹的百分率。。微乎其微。。。
也许。。。上天让我有这个考验。。。但为何。。。不给我的结果。。。
奇迹。。。我真希望你的出现。。。渴望着。。。

hiya~~

it's been long long time...I didn't update my bloggie...
is it there still anyone still reading my blog..i wonder...
however...i have a brand new life now...
no more study life but working life...
working even tired yet still rich up my life...
still healthy yet sometimes still gastric...
still single and available too...hahaha...
within the days din blog..there was a lot unexpected things were happened...
but I still trying my best to enrich my life...
get a suitable job..get a suitable partner...get a suitable life style...
even i still trying...
well well...that's all for today...
to my friends...have your nice weekend

贪婪。。。

人总是有贪心的一面。。。
当你拥有时。。。就会要求更多。。。
当你嫌弃时。。。就会找更多的代替品来掩饰他的好。。。
当你放弃时。。。才猛然发现他的好。。。
但你后悔时。。。他已转身于转角，再也看不到。。。


回头想。。。
其实人真的能那么大方包容却无条件奉献吗？
在你包容的那霎间，没有一丝的委屈与无奈吗？
在你真心付出的那瞬间，曾想过想得到相同的回报吗？
在你得不到你所期望的希望，你是否绝望而转身就走？


真的累了。。。
当你得不到相同的回报。。。
而就会投身于拥有高回报率的怀抱。。。
但试想那是你真心想要的吗？

也许
转角间，那就是你的幸福。。。

when FATE is FATED~~

what's wrong to me...

PpphheewwW~~~finally finished my final exam and so my campus life..

It must was a happy matter but am i?

am i feel happy and relax for this...maybe yes..but not yet...

once back to home...i thought i can have some rest as well i can since before that i just exhausted

from the 48-hours unsleep-day...what the exhausted and that was really killing me...

bbutt....WHO KNOWS...wth...the stupid silly things always come torture me...


YOU~~~AGAIN...can you once leave my life then do not turning back??

can you just don't once i feel i am freedom-ing then you come back to my life and torture me?

am i owe you?omg...what the fxxking feeling make me wanna end up everything...

MR.X...if you wanna someone to trust you as well..please do something that make others feel

comfortable and trust you without hesitation...but are you??

doing something bad still wanna blame on others...

Not i silly don't know what you have did but just i don't want exposed it...what for to make each

other so embarrassed...have you think of it??but you just keep selfish...painful i am...


well...forget about this...here come my trip problem...

this really killing me even now...

i admitted i was doing wrong decision since make sure everyone can be going to this trip...

but i not going to say someone bad...this all my fault...my weak problem management skill...

i should clearly know their personality but cause of final exam i can't even think more other

things than final exam...but why you just cant understand my situation and just angry at me...

what the feeling i should have?blame all to myself...had my bad days since saturday till now...

the non-stopping crying days...

GOD~~are you hearing me??why always bad things come toward me??

why i can advise others think positive but i can't?

why i can't just have a normal even boring life...i rather this kind of life...

peacefully....


just let me rest well please...

i really tired...

幸福。。。

这几天。。。都过着不是人过的日子。。。

睡不好。。。烦着烦那的。。。好累哦。。。

但我觉得很幸福的是。。。有很多朋友和家人在支持我。。。鼓励我。。。让我勇敢的撑下去。。。

幸福来自于家人。。。那是必然的。。。

但幸福来自于好朋友。。。那是多美好的事啊。。。

会在你最累的时候给予最大的关心，给你加油打气。。。。

伤心想哭的时候。。。会听你默默的诉苦。。。哭泣。。。

在开心的时候。。。一起分享你的喜悦。。。

人家说。。。一生人得一知己，那是多美妙的事。。。

但我。。。确有一对非常好的知己。。。我感恩。。。我所修来的福。。。

谢谢你们。。。在我需要你们的时候。。。无时无刻的守候着。。。

谢谢你们。。。在我脾气很不好的时候。。。让我发牢骚。。。

谢谢你们对我的疼爱。。。我会好好的珍惜着。。。

the day we together~~

last night was a wonderful night to me...
had a dinner with the gals who go through these 3 years with me...
23 gals gathering..can u imaging it?is GIANT!!!
had our dinner at kuala perlis..took picha all around..
back to hostel and some of us were crazy taking photo...
everywhere of our hostel even the middle of the road we took it too...
was a CRAZIEST night~~

time really flies...3 years was passed...
how i sick with the UUM...but all this gonna end soon..
and we are going to build up our career and bright our future light.....
someone asked will you miss UUM..i definitely NO!!!!but i will missing my friends and course mates who i always hang out with during this 3 years...
maybe some of them we are even closer or already close but not yet super closer...
i do appreciate them..
to those my friends..if during this 3 years i was did something or said something was offense you...just forgive me because i was not intend to hurt you!!!

CHEERS FOR OUR FRIENDSHIP!!!!
to all my friends...wish all da best to YOU!!!!!!!


all of us~~


middle of the road...


like this the most...

the day after that...actually we should keep the crazy mood and rush for assignments..
WHO KNOWS!!!the idiot UUM no electric source!!!WTF...
strong my mind to go home...
when i asking around my friends who wanna go home...one of my friend sms me and ask:
ANY PLAN???gosh~~~~
then the mind go home immediately 'disappear"!!!!
then we plan a lot of plan...hadyai...langkawi...penang...along...sp water theme park...
in the end our final decision is go alor star mall have our movie and sing k....
when we ready to step out the door and ready to continue our craziness...
the electric is 'back'!!!!!!!OMG!!!!
but this didn't stop us..we continue our plan!!!!!
we had our movie..."how to train your dragon"
what a nice movie...love it so much~~wish to watch 3D again...
after movie and dinner...when we reached hostel there was 11pm...
and we warned each other that must be back to 'hard work mood' and stop the crazy mind since we already crazy for 2 days...

these two days..was a wonderful days for me...
even spent a lot time and money on it..but it really worth for it...
the days we together...nothing cant replace it...
the days we together...the memory always keep in my mind~~

心情

今天的天空 很蓝
但我的天空 很灰
当傍晚来临时 看见白云渐渐地飘走
感触地彷徨着 为什么你的影子总是挥散不去

曾经 觉得认识你是我很大的荣幸
曾经 觉得只有你才能让我觉得我会拥有这莫大的幸福
曾经 我以为会只牵着你的手慢慢地走到最后
曾经 我以为我们会看着彼此慢慢变老

然而 这一切是谎言 但你却面不改色的依然坚持着你没变
然而 当这一切都只是谎言 为何你还要坚决不放手
然而 我也决定狠下心来 让一切都变成了过去
然而 当已下定决心要离开 为何心情还是很坎坷不安

就让风 把一切慢慢的吹走
就让时间 把你慢慢地从我心带走
就让一切 都变成了过去

gathering gathering gathering~~

To those always keep noticed my blog...sure you know I very love to hang out with my gang...
for sure, CNY how come we will missed the gathering?
that is chance to gather all those friends who always join us up...
this gathering we were went to sunset bistro and coffee island..
at the beginning time...our actual plan is hard rock cafe..but due to peak season, somemore we didn't make any reservation..so we just make another choice..
now is the time to share the moment with you guys^.^


4 ladies~~





my craziest buddies~~^.^the non-stop laughter if they are around~~


this picha took at coffee island...we are so 'scary',one gang around 20 persons...have to 'force' others move to another place...so sorry ya...^.^

ok la...just all for today...stay tune guys...see ya~~

HAPPY CNY!!!

today is "chap go meh"...in chinese term named元宵节。。。
that is a meaningful festival day...but so bad...i can't be there and celebrate with my lovely family and friend...
time is passing that fast that we cant imaging...today is the last day of CNY...
miss the moment badly...the moment gathered with family and friends....what the wonderful feeling...
ooppss...talk too much...let's share my CNY photos...jiang jiang^^


this is when we ate the 团圆饭


me with my lovely cousin...is it we look alike?^.^


this is our parents d "三千金"


jess with alvin zai~~


jess with miki~~


jess with jowei..this CNY we decided to group in "天秤人"...cos we are lovely libran...hehe^.^


jess with MR.Chien..the cool one in our family...


oopss...this is our old MR.Robin...he is the most "old" one in our siblings...hehe..Mr.robin..u better don't see this post...if not i gonna be kill d...


this is my阿姨...i just realized...we kinda look alike..do you think so?^.^

are you actually wondering why all da picha we are wearing the same cloth???NO DOUBT!!!this shirt is our uniform for虎年！！！we have our own uniform for this lovely family each year...

so sorry din upload all da picha cos that is alot lot lot~~~

up coming will be more interesting picha in this blog..stay tune~~

friendship~~

friends...are the most important persons in my heart forever and never doubt...
i love my gang...
those person who make laugh until i have to hugging my stomach and ask them stop...
those person we sharing the happiness together...
those person who beside us to accompany us to during our life...
everytime i view those picha we took on every gathering...i do really feel touched in my heart...
which the feeling could make me tear with happiness...
friends...thanks for let me in your gang...
friends...thanks for let me feel relax when with you guys...
friends...thanks for let me feel the warmest feeling when stay together with you guy...
cheer for our friendship~~~
wish that our friendship will just long lasting till we are old...

世界上所有男人都是骗子。不管是漂亮还是不漂亮的女人都会被骗。有所不同的是，幸运的女人找到了一个大骗子，骗了她一辈子。不幸的女人找到了一个小骗子，骗了她一阵子。

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

To my dearest family...HAPPY NEW YEAR
To all my dear friends...HAPPY NEW YEAR
ans HAPPY NEW YEAR to YOU too...
last night, the new year eve...is a crazy night to me...
dinner...clubbing...ps:that was my 1st time to club...hehe
last night, the auto city was crowded....
but i love that...the moment that celebrate and countdown the new year with so many people and my dearest friends....
after countdown...IT'S THE CLUBBING TIME~~
I went to 'dream' last night...
wah...1st time there...feel shock...
it so many people push here push there and u really hard to move forward...
after we get our table...then we enjoy the drinks d...
after few shot...the alcohol really make feel good~~
enjoy the dancing~~enjoy the everything...
4a.m home...my 1st time too...hehe...
anyway...have to thank a lot people...
thanks to my parents didn't angry or scold me even i was so late home...
the most important is my friends..you guys really brought me a wonderful night...
thanks for always stand behind me...to protect me all the way...